I've always liked to write when I can think of something worth writing... of course that only happens so often when creativity strikes, and then I have to convince myself to actually commit. School's approaching and I have the feeling that something terrible will happen. It's probably just pre-education terror, but I've heard Junior year is supposed to be the hardest.

I'm looking forward to seeing all of my friends, and of course my girl is going to be in the same school as me, but I've also got the generic, 'I hope my teachers aren't assholes' feeling going on. I'm actually very concerned about math, I've never been strong in that area, and now that I'm going into algebra 2- which for many people is easy- but for me it's an entirely different story.

There are so many different emotions that people display with just their eyes and eye movements, facial expressions. With over eight hundred thousand words in the English language, eyes alone can say so much more. And it's frightening to see how often people say one thing and mean another. How much of that perceived deception is insecurity? How much of it is real? Of course I'm just rambling at this point... I just sometimes feel that life is spiraling out of control, even when there's nothing wrong at the moment.

On another note, I've discovered that 50's blues and rock is only appropriate in certain settings. :/